Traveler in Asylum
I am currently in Texas. I left Cebu City last December for a month visit to my sister in California. Went briefly to Texas to visit a friend. Went on three dates with this guy who proposed to me after two weeks and fast-forward to today, I am currently in Texas. I feel like I'm in an asylum. Not sure whether as a crazy person entrapped or a refugee in a foreign place. Might be all of the above since 1. I feel like I'm going crazy, 2. I feel trapped - COVID quarantine and all, 3. I feel like I'm taking refuge here. I have quit my well-paying job in the Philippines with all its benefits and easy-peasy work load to live with this guy I'm quite alternatingly charmed and pissed by, and sometimes at the same time. Since I moved here in January, I've been a homemaker. It's been quite an adjustment from being totally independent - financially free, travelling every other week, living alone, and doing house chores all for myself in my small studio condomin